It feels bad to be hated.
Some one hates me here....


I tried so hard to be loved , but in the end...........

She doesn't like me the way I like her... and that's a bitter fact !

I don't want thongs , I don't want high heels , I hate tight cloths , I don't wanna put on make up , I don't wanna strain my hair , I don't wanna do my nails , I don't wanna smell like Dior , I don't wanna try to lose weight... I don't wanna try to look good , I don't wanna try to look wise and professional , I don't wanna sit in the meetings.... I don't give a shit to concepts of ERP... I don't wanna be part of technology.... I don't wanna analyze anything... I don't want this serious face , I don't want this fake smiles , I don't wanna give fake complements , I don't wanna care anymore... I don't wanna hide my feelings.............

But I do all these.... 'cause I'm a liar...

I just wanna put on my shabby jeans and creepy boots and my loose jacket , I want my hair to be wild and ruffled.... I wanna smell like my cheap Sandal wood perfume... I wanna walk into the woods and smell the rain... I wanna touch the trees and smell them all they long.... I wanna jump and run... I wanna dance like I've never danced before... I wanna cry with loud voice and not be embarrassed.... I wanna speak to my self loudly... I wanna talk to the plants and kiss them... I wanna love myself the way I am .... I wanna be free.......

But I don't do these..... 'cause I'm a liar...

I am a big fat liar...

ONCE SO SECURE....
AND NOW SO UNSURE...................................

I shouldn't be doing this
I shouldn't be doing this
I shouldn't be doing this
I
shouldn't
be
doing
this
Somebody stop me

I am a visitor of your eyes,
Shorter than a breath,
Longer than a life......